A foreign person may accuse us of hypocrisy, saying that in fact we do not get mad. Nevertheless, it was a genuine annoyance, but his mind is completely controlled and our feeling was consciously active in this regard. This is the paradox: the sense of conscious activity and yet spontaneous. I would call this activity of conscious spontaneity. Full spontaneity always assumes that the individual knows what he is doing. Note: In the dream, the water was clear. So she could not symbolize the unconscious.